An Alternate Plan That Just Didn’t Fill…
October 3, 2014
I’d planned to go to the Laughing Budda open mic last night…just to watch, but changed my mind and instead stayed home and took a long walk around the neighborhood, stopping in some nifty places like The Brooklyn Art Library, home to The Sketchbook Project. I thought it would be a good idea…to take it easy, keep it local, but there was a feeling of uneasiness the entire night that I just couldn’t shake. A low energy feeling–a little sad. I think it’s because I changed the plan. It seemed I was lying to myself, and it was really fear that kept me from going to Budda, like I was resisting and abandoning the dream. I can see where sticking to my plan might have been the best way to go; it was a good lesson.