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An Alternate Plan That Just Didn’t Fill…

October 3, 2014

10/3/2014

I’d planned to go to the Laughing Budda open mic last night…just to watch, but changed my mind and instead stayed home and took a long walk around the neighborhood, stopping in some nifty places like The Brooklyn Art Library, home to The Sketchbook Project. I thought it would be a good idea…to take it easy, keep it local, but there was a feeling of uneasiness the entire night that I just couldn’t shake. A low energy feeling–a little sad. I think it’s because I changed the plan. It seemed I was lying to myself, and it was really fear that kept me from going to Budda, like I was resisting and abandoning the dream. I can see where sticking to my plan might have been the best way to go;  it was a good lesson.



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